Tension

I've notice the last half of this year has been filled with tension. And it's all kinds of tension as well. Probably doesn't help that I sit in an area filled with hormonal 15 year olds, a majority being male... well I hope so anyway. To be honest, 2009 has been a stressful year compared to the other years (well at school anyway). Subject selections, relationships, friendships, exams and work are just some of the thing that have caused stress and tension. I'm a very stress-free person I feel but I have noticed it amongst my peers.

The most obvious of this tension is sexual tension. Alot more hook ups and break ups this year. Sex jokes to the extreme. "Thats what she said" has been almost over used. Especially when AW says it to things that arent really a thats what she said moment. Kills it. He needs to come up with some better comebacks. Along with his "That's not the only thing that......" which is a favorite of his it's just like SHUT UP.

Another person I shall pick on is NW. His sexual "jokes" have increased rapidly this year. I don't really want to hear suck on my dick jokes...particularly from him (I'm going to call it that since I'm not really sure what to call it... innuedno?). Just not a way I can nor want to see him. I could probably say more on this but I think this summarises it enough. JE has become a rape/group rug machine which is actually a little bit scary. He needs a gym membership A.S.A.P, that sounded bitchy I guess but it's truthful. I can't approach this subject and not mention JF. He seems to think he can fall in and out of "love" whenever he pleases. How can he call it love- its more like a strong liking perhaps. Not that his relationships last that long mind you, somehow something screws up in the end. Yet somehow even though almost everyone knows his games people still will go out with him or like him. Mental really isn't it.

I think those things are the most noticable change this year- the increase of sexual tension, and I felt like commenting on it.

Some of my friendships have taken a strange turn this year. Not that I was ever in the centre of it, my connections to the people made it so. JP was the first person. The JP and HG thing just went a bit strange and soon enough he'd left our area. Then KB just... I don't even know. She's just different. Mid Year 8 she joined us and it took us awhile to warm up to her. Year 9 she was great. Year 10 is another story. She evolved from a nobody into someone who wants to always be in the spotlight and would do whatever it takes to acheive that. So she's become a fake flirting tryhard... in simple terms. I wont expand on this issue to much purely because its been over 30 weeks and i still do not understand myself. She just plays MJ. It's so unfair. She broke up with him almost half a year ago- let him get over you stop flirting with him and texting him 24/7. You don't have to reply, you'll give him the wrong impression, infact she already has. Infuriating. Ending this topic. Is creating some strain amongst the girls of our group mainly.

I did feel like rambling more but now I've rambled this much, I've forgotten what I was going to say. However I must admit thinking hasn't always been in my favour this year. My brain has just zoned over or it is just a big tumble of mess that is so disorientated I think nothing since nothing will untangle.

Let's hope 2010 brings answers.