Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Internal Conflict

I cannot describe my current mood. Not even I am sure of what I am feeling. It's not.... a bad feeling, but it isn't particularly pleasant either. Not my usual self anyway.

"You need company and happy fellowship. It's a good time for a party, as long as you don't overdo it." 
Decided to go horoscoping. Quite like the sound of that. Would be pretty good. Let my hair down... even though life's pretty carefree at the moment. I can't talk about this either since there isn't anything to talk about really. It's just like there is an argument in the back of my head but I can't understand the debate.

I feel like I need a fresh face in my life. It's a good time of year for that, since there is bound to be new people at school or whatever. My friends are great but sometimes you just need some fresh blood in the mix. Like SG's dream where I date the new hot kid who just clicked with me. Haha. That'd be pretty good mind you. Boys are much easier than girls... although they can also be alot more troubling and then your brains cry.

Commencing my Evanescence fix. Haven't had one in awhile, I've been listening to other CD's instead. So I've gone for Fallen- so some of the more older stuff.... My Immortal and Bring Me To Life are still good. I think they were the only Evanescence songs to make Australian Radio.... Actually, Call Me When Your Sober was around for awhile which was from the last album. Evanescence always brightens my mood... so it can make a good mood really good.

If you havent't guessed already, I'm really struggling with this blog entry, however I really felt to the urge/need to today.

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